I miss you.
You have 2 adorable grandbabies here, and I miss you.
We have such a happy life, and I miss you.
I love my family and I miss you.
I love my life, and I miss you.
I know you're there, looking out for me.
I talked to a psychic today, and she said that you are here, around me and protecting me.
She said that we are soulmates, and have had past lives together,
and we are destined to be separated in each life. So, here we are again I guess.
She said things that made total sense, and said things that I've said to myself but no one else.
She said that losing you was my biggest fear, (true),
that you and I have a special connection (true)
and that we are soulmates (true).
She said that you were feeling isolated, and when I was born,
you found that special connection.
I feel that same connection, which is why it was so brutal when you died.
She said that I'm allowed to be angry at you for not telling me you were sick,
and that you are sorry that I wasn't allowed to have that time with you,
to help you and process the path that you were on.
She said that there is a beautiful turquoise light that separates us,
and that you are here, and are waiting to help me and communicate with me.
She said that you are trying to connect with me through bird energy.
She said that I don't need to worry about Kaye and Mom, that you are taking care of them.
She said that when you died, I thought I was dying, and that is why I'm having trauma.
Because we were/are so close.
She said more beautiful and true things, but I can't remember them all.
And I miss you.
And I love you.