15 days post 1st treatment, my symptoms lessen every day.
I have tiny headaches (leftover from crushing covid encephalitis)
and a myriad of other symptoms, which are almost entirely gone.
I'm eating everything in sight, doing daily yoga again, (!) and walked the dog yesterday!
I keep having what feels like phantom symptoms,
I start to feel a twinge, and start to panic that it will
all come roaring back, but it hasn't.
I remember Lynn saying that I would feel emotional afterwards,
and this is true. Not the emotions I expected:
I'm not sobbing, I am grateful, happy, ecstatic and hopeful
but also super angry.
I guess I finally have energy for anger!
I was feeling that weight
on my shoulders to DO SOMETHING.
I started to spiral into looking how deep it goes...
down in down down in the deep dark well.
that I've spent so much time in.
But then I was able to pull myself up and look around.
I AM doing something. I'm helping, I'm healing, I'm ALIVE.
My life could go in any and every direction
...so, I think it's time to be a flamingo breeder,
or something equally weird and limitless.
I don't care much what people think of me after all of this,
maybe it was all those solitary days in bed.
So, mixed with a dash of anger,
is a heaping glass of absolute freedom.
I highly recommend the combo.